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Something happened at home..
I deleted the previous post just because of the above..
I'm gonna hang on..because of them..

hey guys, i'm leaving singapore for good...
i've found myself a great husband and we are moving permanently to KL



wakakaka!
My husband's name is Mae, contact number is 63339888 if u want to complaint.
The number's open from 9am to 6pm only. LOLS

Naw came back to Singapore... I missed her so much!
Seeing how heavy her luggage was,
suddenly my heart felt heavy
went to her hse she's staying, nice ambience
din know she had a keyboard and knows how to play it!
She's always humble..haha
I shouldd count my blessing instead yup, i din know quite a number of my frens din pass the law

after visiting, mae and i went back changi
we had a small tiff all because of a stupid guy...
the good thing is that our tiff dont last long
why?
because that stupid guy is not worth our energy to fight..haha
beacuse of that, i show a side of myself that only 2 pple knew till now..
Mae luff till~ haixxxx..

Then on our way back home we decided to get some drinks
she bought milk and me strawberry yoghurt drink
our usual drinks at the usual place
where over the other side 2 uncles will also be there
and not forgetting the orange cat, garfield
HTH
and she cried
sama sama i teared
Its ok girl!
its the past, its not coming back
now we must look forward
and embrace the future!
thinkabout the future
dream for it!
What's the use of holding on th past and blaming urself?
Who dont make mistakes
What matters is now, tresure it



anyway, i'm just going on a 4 days trip to KL, no big deal
4 yrs plus of slogging and going on a 4 days trip to relax
matters to me alot
no BKK, but KL is still not bad either :]
I miss hexster jie mei!!!! Iknow we need  meet up  next week! can we?? 
I'm thankful that we're still able to keep in contact

being thankful is very important
dont u think so?

 

Read from someone's blog:

Sometimes, I feel that we ought to grow up and not behave like primary school kids.

Seeking our security in a clique.
Not daring to venture and meet new people.
Always hiding in own cave of people.

I'm quite disappointed with cg actually..
on the surface a loving scene
on the facade, betrayal, backlashing, hurtful words,unkind actions
sometimes we only cared about our own feeling that we neglected others.
What touched me is that Adeline is willing to talk to Sophia and even make her feel welcome when they had just only met that day.
I dunno why the guys are so "united"
things will get better when we come back from KL and when they come back from codered2 right?

:D
 

I dont feel like finding a job in may.
I'm taking my time to write resume
going to job agencies
fingers crossed in search for course related jobs.

partly because of my family,
i've decided to officially start job hunting in june
yes, i need cash recently ><
kinda in debt?
T.T
But i really want to spend more time with them
i'm starting parttime schooling soon
by then
i would have found a full time job?
and with so many things on hand
I wun be able to be with them 24/7

actually on mother's day
while i'm cookin tgt with her
 she talked about theprevious mother's day
and the white envelope
walau
malu sia, i din know she still kept it
make me very guilty tt on this particular day
i din do anthing for her[had a tiff with her a few days ago ma]

So recently other den meeting up with old frens,
cgm, meetings,
i'm spending time with my mum
there are 2 things she's good at
cooking and talking loudly
and i'll spend time doing both things with her sama sama
hiak hiak!
cant imagine me talking loudly right?
i cant believe too!
and she also spend time taking photos with me too
on one ocassion
she kept bragging about her plant, which miraculous grew a white flower
so i decided to take a photo of it
and we spend 15mins outside our hse taking photos after photos
hiak!
we did many thing this week too
like watching the 7pm korean show[her fav]
massaging her neck wakak
cooking~
suaning each other

i'll miss all that when june comes ><




 

i cant use internet recently and i cant believe tt i've spent some time reading pple's life.lols

Today, I took my mom out to a fancy restaurant, and spent close to $300 on her Mother's Day present. Later, my little brother drew her a card with crayons on pink construction paper. She cried. He is 20 years old. FML

Today, my fiance proposed to me at the movies. The movie stopped in the middle, and my fiance stands up, takes out a microphone and announces to the entire theatre that he loves me. Right when he went on one knee, someone shouts, "Turn the movie back on!", and throws a cup of coke at my head. FML

I didnt know writing a resume was sucha tiring job,blame on my inefficiently in doing thing >.<

Mae wrote: Be positive

i should..wakakakaka

i will be POSITIVE

maybe having a curfew isnt a bad idea after all.. period
But, i cant spend my life having curfew,
miss my nightlife, looking foward to the trip on june!

Hangover left with achings and bruises all over.
Really regret what i'm done.
I should be there acutally to protect jodie but instead i fainted 1st >.<
Sorry Jodie
Sorry to those who sent me safe home
Sorry to my mum
I've let her down T.T
I wont do that again i wont be d again...

UUUURRRRRRGGGGGGGG

I tried to remember what happen but i cant.


Anyway, played this game recently
quite easy..hehe
http://www.digyourowngrave.com/cross-the-river-puzzle/

Now, i'm going to find a job..hopefully can find something related to what i'm studying.

Mae and i were touring "Aunty Lucy" just now when she saw someone familiar

She cant figure out who's that and kept mumbling to herself and staring into space

So, being the kind soul

wakaka


i began to ask her

xx: Did u saw him in tv shows?
jt: No lei
xx: Iknow! your classmates huh..
Jt: Dont think so...
xx: then? U dropped something on the ground he help you pick up?
jt: NOOO...

i din want to give up..so i continue to use my "fried" brain to think of as many silly stuffs
I dont know my brain can store so many wacky stuffs..wakaka
U almost trip and he caught u on time? He was sitting beside you when u're watching movie? He farted? He pick his nose? 
While asking, we went pass a store selling those pau

xx: ahhh,he eat kong ba pau, den something stuck at his upper lip der
jt: [pause a moment] no....
 then suddenly...
jt: I know who le!!!!
xx: who?
jt: the toothpaste guy

xx:oooOOooooOOOoooooooo

jt: thanks to that ba pau... 

There's always gonna be another mountain
F&P,meetups,calls...
and the list goes on
I'm going to keep on moving
I'm gonna be strong!
Keep on pushing!
Going to take all the chances!

cause
at the end of the day
it all comes back to you :]


The 1st time 7AM PM launched was last year
The commitment, not just for starbuck vouchers
sparks a tiny seed in my life
this seed has now opened doors for more seeds.
I din realise till i saw it with my own eyes
 7AMPM is not any PM

Joke of the day:
Who sells "wang qin shui??"

 
ArrrrHA!

I cant explain how i'm feeling now.
defeated, crushed , worn out.
Terrible feeling.
aches...
Things are bound to happen, but so MANY MANY things all at once?!?
What should i do?
What's the right thing to do?
How should i go about doing it?
Should i listen to my heart?
I dont want to wake up with swollen eyes every morning.
at this rate, i dont think i can make it to the finish line.
I'm running, but who can i pass the baton to?
I thought its a group race.
I thought its a relay race?
What about now?
Some threw the baton and quit
but what they din know, the baton hit onto some, and they are hurt by it.
Where has the bond gone to?

Mae: Be strong ya! My shoulder is always there. I'm just a phone call, a few blocks away.


Anyway, something happened just now...
A, B and C are in a conversation
B said something to C
C gave that "WTF" look, that expression, that pair of eyes, tells everything. The look which  A will never 4 get
A knows what C was thinking, A was frustrated yet dissappointed
Now A understands how D felt that time, A should had believe in D.
What should A do? A has a feeling that C's not coming on sun.

Blackberry 9000 Bold
I'm ever changing..haha. This is really cool, i'm saving money for it.


My next target would be
it my another fav scent :D
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mugging, cya!